It is really hard to closed down a company that I have co-created with immense expectation and love. I could have run it independently but I have a huge respect for those friend with whom I started the company. Yes the whole breakdown is my mistake because I was forceful for certain do's and don't.
It's hurt but a heartfelt goodbye to heima! Films. There won't be any film under the banner anymore
I know I can be such a pain in ass when I am immersely sad. I know what I am doing and how I am acting and no matter how much I tried I can't stop the way I am acting.
I don't believe in god but today right now I pray to the one heavenly above please give me strength to change myself so that I won't be a pain in the ass anymore. I have lost many people in my life and I don't want to lose it anymore.
My sincere apologies to those all whom have suffered and faced humiliation due to my groucy and childish nature and I will try my best to avoid as much as I can do.
Yaosang thabal starts today and many are getting ready for it. Call are made to their lovers by the girl for the grand events and almost everyone is excited and happy about but for me it never interest me, i really don't like festival. Maybe I am socially awkward but anyway enjoy the thabal. :)
Yes I want a good relation with everyone and I also tried my best to do so but somehow it has never works. I think too deeply and tries to get many answer out of it without even knowing what is the real thing behind it, maybe thats why I always failed and it keeps going on and on.
Ever since my childhood I was alone and whenever I get time to talk I talk like shit and sometime the shit which has resulted in many unwanted incident and I keep on learning. To be really frank my aim in life is to fill my emptiness inside me, I dont care how much I earn or how much I achieved. I just want to fill the zero.
The worst thing about grown up is that one's cannot express his/her feeling without looking like a complete ass. The people are so busy with their appearance or what will people think rather then expressing their own self. I expressed my own self yes I do lie sometime but I don't fake if something is not right just for the sake of others. Today I would like to express my melanchony and yes without looking like what the society has set for the grown up, if possible
Set of rules are always the main culprit for all the violence that are happening around the world. Rules like women should be like this or that is the main reason why there are gender biased when it come to equal oppurtinuty. But then when the rules are set for men the main (most) sufferer are the msm, tg or gay (male), they became the teasing point of each and everyone women included.
So rules should be set and everyone should move on from it and then everyone gender will have equal oppurtunity
It's ok to be me, i may be emotional and it's ok
