23rd July

Does it happen to you that a certain emptiness in heart yet you have no clue what's is about. Yes today I'm in that weird situation. Is it because 23rd July is round the corner - a day an unborn was killed by the bullet for a medal and a pat on back by the bureaucrats or those who act like they are there to save is from the cruel world. July 23rd was the day my life started to have little meaning, a day which I use to celebrate or people celebrate for me with lots of fanfare and cracker (wish) but now it's the day where I want to stay at home, switch off my phone and mourn the day with heartfelt regret for the unborn yet to be born but eventually born by the bullet.

I am sad for tomorrow is the 23rd July. Someone must be cursing the day :(