Thabal/Yaoshang

Yaosang thabal starts today and many are getting ready for it. Call are made to their lovers by the girl for the grand events and almost everyone is excited and happy about but for me it never interest me, i really don't like festival. Maybe I am socially awkward but anyway enjoy the thabal. :)

Zero

Yes I want a good relation with everyone and I also tried my best to do so but somehow it has never works. I think too deeply and tries to get many answer out of it without even knowing what is the real thing behind it, maybe thats why I always failed and it keeps going on and on.

Ever since my childhood I was alone and whenever I get time to talk I talk like shit and sometime the shit which has resulted in many unwanted incident and I keep on learning. To be really frank my aim in life is to fill my emptiness inside me, I dont care how much I earn or how much I achieved. I just want to fill the zero.

If Possible

The worst thing about grown up is that one's cannot express his/her feeling without looking like a complete ass. The people are so busy with their appearance or what will people think rather then expressing their own self. I expressed my own self yes I do lie sometime but I don't fake if something is not right just for the sake of others. Today I would like to express my melanchony and yes without looking like what the society has set for the grown up, if possible

I m what i want with no rules

Set of rules are always the main culprit for all the violence that are happening around the world. Rules like women should be like this or that is the main reason why there are gender biased when it come to equal oppurtinuty. But then when the rules are set for men the main (most) sufferer are the msm, tg or gay (male), they became the teasing point of each and everyone women included.

So rules should be set and everyone should move on from it and then everyone gender will have equal oppurtunity

It's ok to be me, i may be emotional and it's ok

Rights

If I could
I will say
But I have no rights

Hairaroi

Hainingba kaya ama lei
Wahei singse phungatle
Yari makhei haidanaba hotnei
Hotnari
Haira roi khankhre
Haira roi na haikhre

At Nungbi

Just back from Nungbi after spending three days in the village with the people. While during the trip one thing that I notice was that all the people were happy, they don't complaint if there are no electricity or they have to walk kms to fetch water and many other utilities where a city people would complaint all the time and whines. The neighbours care for each others because they believe in co-existence not like those who believe in making more money and by flashing it to everyone.

I have almost covered the east, south and northern part of Manipur and it has been amazing and hope to explore the western sooner or later

Broken

Maybe It's because my heart has,been broken so many times that when I see someone heart shattered in a movies I do feel the pain along. Strange but true